Masked Rider Phoenix

So in my last post I talked about four conventions that were all run by the same people and that the last time I check I wasn’t allowed to run panels at them. Now people think that those were all the conventions in Arizona… but their not.

There are Animeland TuCon and Anime Kaigi. There was KimeraCon, but it got canceled. There are some other ones but they aren’t really anime related.

Because of money though I can only really go to Animeland TuCon, which is located in downtown Tucson. I try to run as many panels that I can there and I used to film stuff there before my camera charger was stolen. Anime Kaigi is in Flagstaff.

So this is just a notice for everyone who wants to see me at a convention: 

The group that runs Phoenix ComiCon, SabotenCon, Tucson ComiCon, and Con-Nichiwa will not allow me to run panels at their conventions because somebody that I had drama with, Jessie, told them not to. It was very immature of them to do so, there for I never want to go to their conventions. Every time you guys try to convince me to go, is more times I never want to go to another convention.

Seriously this isn’t about pride, its about not standing for some immature behavior by a group that should treat it more like a business and be happy that I even wanted to fill in time or volunteer. Also I have seen how they acted before I wasn’t allowed to run panels, they have stopped caring.

Running panels is the only thing I like to do at conventions, except for hanging out in the artist alley. The more people show up to my panels the better the panel will be and the less boring I will become. If you take paneling away from me, I am nothing but a bored loner.

I usually don’t like to admit it, but Tucson is full of pain for me. I mean it is where my parents got divorsed, where verbal abuse turned physical, where I was medicated improperly, where the same bitch has been fucking with my shit for years, where I got kicked out of my house, and where I learned the governemt is fucked up and can’t do simple jobs.

The people are either hipsters, douchebags, old, or nerdy (the only 10% of people that I like are completely nerdy). I don’t want to be in the same state as Tucson and I’m certain some people would prefer it if I wasn’t even born. Everybody seems to be controled by drama one way or another and I’m sick of it.

I need to move out of this state badly. But every adult I’ve talked to said that I need to stay. I honestly don’t feel that I would be able to follow my goals since the stress would kill me first. I’m already getting sick all the time because my immune system has bene weakend by stress given to me by everyday life.

I need to move before I go crazy. I need to move